Lives in Mansfield

i was raised in a naturist family (mother, father and 3 older brothers). my boyfriend isn't a naturist, and doesn't like me being nude in public - even on beaches.

when he's out or working away i sneak hanges to be nude. I have been for walks in local woods and meadows. lonely. would like to meet a male friend for nudist time.
an older man. someone in his late 30s or 40s. someone who is comfortable being naked. someone who i can relax with.

i feel terrible for admitting this. i love my boyfriend very much. but sexually it's difficult. he's a great guy. we have a daughter. he's a great dad. but... lol. he's not built the way i grew up seeing men built. i know size shouldn't be important. it wasn't when we first got together - both virgins. but it has become an issue. he doesn't know. i couldn't ever tell him.